There is a sadness, deep, deep inside me.
I'm not sure where it comes from.
It's always there, but doesn't always show itself.
When it does, it might peep its head out just a bit, or rear its ugly head in great detail.
I never know.
I just do my best to go with the flow, when it happens.
And to pretend it's not there the rest of the time.
Sometimes I feel it lingering down deep, as though it wants to come out but cannot figure out how to.
Sometimes I feel it swell and rise within me, flow up and out, and I can't seem to stop it.
Right now, its lingering down deep.
But it's there.